Goodbye, my HERO my Grabuelinna Silvy 18 Feb 2025. The time has come for her but who is her? The last living link to my roots. The one who was there during my first six years of life cleaning up after me, letting me play with the black-and-white TV with its metal antenna, scolding me for being a bad boy while peacefully preparing the evening meal. The goat cheese, the roasted mushrooms on the hob, the most delicious potato pancakes.

I lived with you in the raw fields, working like a slave, doing household chores that few even remember nowadays. You taught me to be tough, to keep going. Even after Grandad left, we shared the same room. I saw you fall into crisis, yet by morning like a miracle you woke up. And I couldn't believe it another day of life. This year, I didn't talk to you on your birthday because there was no one left to call you. I called Mom nothing. I sent message to nothing. For the first time, you didn't hear my voice on your birthday Was this what broke you, Granny? Oh, please, tell me it wasn't this Please, tell me this is just a dream a joke
I saw you almost pass away when I introduced my first girlfriend. You thought she was a gypsy and that I would marry her it wasn't true. The last time we met, three years ago, you walked outside after me watching me from the gate as the taxi took me away. You watched through the bars, knowing deep down that you wouldn't see me again. I told you, 100 Grandma you doubted it. I believed it. But reality is cruel. You were right. You couldn't go on any longer. You left right after your birthday. Is it my fault I didn't call? call where? I'm sorry my life took me to the other side of the world, I'm sorry Grandma I dedicate my life to promote other lands and bring a better life and vision for other human beings, meanwhile they never will know what I sacrifice or what I had to leave behind. But what a number93 my perfect magic opposition, A number to be proud of. A number that stands as testimony to your long, incredible life.
All I have now are our memories and luckily, our five movies. They will be there forever.
But you know what? I cant live on movies alone The soul of this story is gone And for three nights, I haven't been able to sleep. I dreamed of you, Dad, and Mama waiting for me. I couldn't smile while looking at the full moon, praying it wouldn't strike me with bad news but the moon didn't listen. Time has struck again with its masterpiece taking away the gold of my life. The last root that anchored me. Without you, there is no Mama. Without Mama, there is no me.
Grandma I don't love you anymore because you broke my heart. My life will change again forever. Who did this? Who the f*ck is doing this?! Rrrageee!!! Can anyone tell me WHO?!
But I will keep "Removieling Life" until we meet again.
See you in the next universe, MY Grabuelinna, MY BLOOD, MY INSPIRATION, MY CHEF, MY EVERYTHING, MY ARTIST, MY LOVE, MY HERO!

GoodBYE my HERO!