Confusion in march moth of MM Life, trying to build up a team, meanwhile plenty falling apart meeting more bullshit beings in my way, but nothing compare with what is going to come anyway.

This month trying to build up somehow back myself after the devastating last month, but I cant, mind and heart are ripped apart, new team member Mr. FranZ just lazy passing by and also not bringing anything useful for the team, just taking away energies. The Ogoh Ogoh shootings and ceremony parade was one of the months highlights, and trying to build up a team with games, food and good times, but not everyone actually appreciated that I am still lost in space trying to cure my wounds, and they said “time will cure it” but neah, I am writing this after year and is not cured probably never will be the piece that left my life, my roots is gone and I am left here trying to continue a legacy Games, work, training, making intro for Tanah Airku series, clean the house, build up marketing team, and repeat. That almost everyday of this month (after few shots of alcohol or grappa too). Another month has passed, fuck it anyway who cares though?

You CAN’T HELP PEOPLE