In MAY I started bounce back and put a limit to my alcohol and pain covering addiction. Also I settle the big changes in the MM Company for the first time in 4 years, changed miss Husna with mr SU, update the capital, change the address, and add the new land under the contract of PT ROAR, the land from raya Kesambi, so we can have everything under one umbrella for now and legally owned by the company.

New team arrivals and new team bonding activities, all around our MM family, welcoming the new team members, Mr Leo and Mr Yoga this month. Receiving new comers into Bali Alien Family, mr Oscar - Andreas uncle who came with his gf and celebrate his birthday. A birthday month for the Taurus sign, who been always roaming around my life in general but not stick with me in the end. Seeing this month mammy Felina drunk was sort of entertainment and unique, because haven't seen this before. Was very very fun touch. The month also contain a trip to Manila for Jamies event of boxing for charity, and also some crazy shit going around the city, with me Justin and Rizal. Although they chose to play casino everyday and get drunk, I had skipped the temptation of loosing money and focus on meeting my friends around Manila, miss Tony and her friends, and also mr TEE my ex host from 2 years ago and miss Chris another friend made in the city randomly. I loved going around and refresh my connections, explore the street food and of course have some fun. Met also miss Lyca Tonys conservative cousin who brought some new perspective to me into the traditional values that their society reflect. It was a very fun overall encounter aside the fact meeting mr Marcos nephew lawyer in the Solaire casino event, and got some good chats about Philippines and how much actually I love this place. All those rounds around somehow in back of my head keeps memories of LiGi , although we not pass by the same places or areas, still have that flavour in the back of my head, but happy with my decision of not going anywhere with it End of the month brought the event of streaming the Chinese Dream and hotpot cooking with the team, and in the name of Grabuelinna Silvy I had decided to get back to myself and put up from this miserable pain I am living daily, drawining in alcohol and drugs not being the solution at all. So I gave myself 1 year of pushing towards a sober life and focused to grow up my baby MY MOVIE company and family. If I fail I fail and thats it, but if I succeed I will keep going and pursuit objectives have to achieve on the way. Will follow grandmas advice and keep going FINISH what you have STARTED! By Grabuelinna Silvy. This last moment while something that touch her hands, it touch my body phisically, the last sip of a home made drink by her the “visinata” kept in the long bottle, I drink it at the end of a heavy alcohol night, trying to cover the pain that will never be covered trying to enscarrrr an opened wound that probably is the only solution. There is no fix to the wounds

EnscaRRRing Wounds